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UPDATE: 7-19-007

I am a mutant. I am a unique individual because I have self-evolved by adaptative mutation. I am able, most of the time, to discern their deeper, unexpressed motives when I communicate with someone directly. Some would consider my ability to make accurate cognition of another's inner-thoughts telepathy, ESP. But it is not. This is because mind-reading, or telepathy, is the opposite of mind-writing, which occurs when a stronger will is mentally projected onto a lesser will. Technically, what I do is "mind-writing" as opposed to "mind-reading." Mind-reading is telepathy, ESP, but "mind-writing" is actually telekenisis, mind-over-matter. "Mind-writing" is accomplished when the other person's actions fall into line, not only with your predictions for their stereotypical motives, but also with what you command them to do telepathically. This is what I do as a "writer."

I can't lie, so I tell you now I am a mutant. I am not a non-psychic, nor am I just a telepathic mind-reader. I am a mind-writer and I am not lying to you either when I tell you I am writing in your mind right now. That is why I am considered a "dangerous" type of person by those other mind-writers that maintain control through the media and money. The things I cherish as sacred are very different from their mechanisms of mass mind-control. Unlike their hypnotised slaves I do not deprive myself of knowledge. I accept all new ideas as equally plausible, true until proven false. If an idea comes to me, I do not claim it as originally my own, as they do. My core beliefs are very different from those who value power. Unlike them, I do not lie.

I will never lie. I will always tell the truth. I swear this on all my understanding of God. For Him, in His image and likeness, have I morally sculptured myself, according to the designs of His Grand Plan. That is why I am not lying when I tell you I am Him. For I am in tune with Him, He enters my spirit, He guides my will, I yearn for His Highness and the more I do so the deeper His prescence in my soul. My mind is the hand of God, 5-D Light; my thoughts are the same as His, the universal Messiah, and of Him, the omniversal intelligence, only.

So, now, do you still choose to not see what I choose to not say? Do you believe it is not as much in my knowledge as in your own? And insofar as I will listen to and accept what anyone else writes as true until disproven, I am far greater than those who will not do the same for my own writings. And I speak only the truth when I say this "method" supercedes my self-selected non-status of "madness."

Think about all of what I am not saying. Do you think I do not see it all? What is occuring around me now will end up in a history book someday, and alongside the description there will appear some of my own writings. How do I know this with certainty? Because "I have not yet begun to write," and yet, even if I died today, my works are already copious and professional enough to be referenced later for their expert fore-sight.

I do not want to dominate the world, yet someday my way of thinking will. First my way of thoughts will come back "around" to the majority, many will begin to "trace" my thoughts and then to "write" for themselves about these thoughts' topics. By freeing new minds during a time of my topics' support by the popular majority, my place in history as a benefit to the species can never be erased.

Yet now, and for some time to come, I wait, while I watch my ascending "cult" following and seek to encourage them, for history's sake, to get better organised into an occult secret order. To them I say, you who support my way of thought now will soon be behind the scenes on the next large topic to be put before the majority. You will be able to express any thought for yourself and remain covered safely behind those who agree and "support" you. You will be able to come and go through portals yet unknown. You will never be tempted to use or reveal the great power you will have. You will be able to see through the eyes of any and all, to foresee the future, what is unchangeable and what is not. When ZPE technology is finally released you will be among the pioneers of time-travel. In secret, explorers map out time today, but you will be able to stake your claim of ownership as guardians over the eras above every other individual ever. Eventually, you will join me in the afterlife I have explored and charted, and throughout all time you will see my prior prescence there evidenced by my signature and symbols. For I look down on all of history and time from beyond its whole cosmology.

That is why I do not yet seek publication, and am content to "sit atop" all my writings. I foresee a small cult following forming around each of my different written works. I foresee these coming together into a more cohesive group. I foresee even the "seasons of the Popes" to follow me in the secret order I have founded. I foresee further and further until my books are taught from widely in public schools. Their study will form part of the global curriculum and all young adults, the whole world over, will one day know of my works by my name. Yet, by then I will likely be long dead, despite my long natural life-span, and so will not enjoy the succor of my work's fruits, benefits and rewards.

What is true cannot be twisted. I am a messenger of truth, but I am yet only a planter of seeds. All it shall require is one of my works to become well-known before I die or shortly thereafter. This will insure the persistent survival of all the rest, both good and bad, and even if I die penniless then my estate will be wealthy.

But I put it all off and refuse to publish anything on the mass-market. I do not even sell my e-books at reasonable prices, to cut down on who and how many have read exactly what. I study this as test-marketing for what works where. I have nearly completed my research, yet still "my time has not yet come." I know my target-audiences, and at this moment the market does not favour them financially.

However the market revolves around the pendulum of politics. Once those to whom I appeal come to power, by then I shall appear on the scene fully formed, expert in an interesting new field. As eschatological debates heat up around 2012, I will be an expert in all esoteric cosmologies and hold in my own hands the model, not yet known by anyone but myself and those few of my choosing, that will come to be accepted by all the world over. This model fuses QBLH with "theoretical" physics.

I think my destiny is to be remembered forever for such writings as this one now. This is not because, stylistically, even I could consider them "good." No, it is because issues I am just now beginning to explore in my writing will become considerably more important in years to come, during which time I will become an expert on them. These issues include mind-writing, mind-control, telekenisis and the ESP "conspiracy."

In truth, I will be a teacher, and in the ultimate end ultimately rewarded. For I have earned my just rewards. I am over-flowing atonement and will pour my forgiveness into their hearts to make students of all my self-styled enemies. In essence we agree. They will require power and I will give it to them; soon they will wonder about the end of the world, and I will be there to support them, an expert on cosmology. Their eschatology will require explanations for the world that allow for the continuance of our existence by understanding our origins. I can provide that.

Therefore, do not think I do not see your petty psychic squabbling for power you do not, by nature, deserve. Instead, realise I know your darkest secrets. During the times most sleep I observe those who remain at work in the shadows. Their secrets are known only to they and I alone. Only the innocent can afford now to remain asleep. To the rest, my words are inscribed in history already, and to history the pen is mightier than is the sword to current events.

The ones to insult my intelligence, I have observed in every case, have no knowledge of it beyond what little they discern at our meeting, and they are not long in my life. But the ones who have read me know full well what I bring with me. They make no mistake about the full extent of my knowledge. They know I am telling them only what I want them, and what I think they will need, to know. And I am right. It is the world that is wrong because they need me. I do not need myself.

Many people I've encountered choose to ignore my message and libel my methods and style of communication. I tell you in truth, I am far from a "plaigerist." Consider how very much I have to say, but I think still more. Nothing can long escape my ultimate consideration. But for now I choose to watch, listen and, in silence, write.

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